tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-90917081095167458852024-03-12T20:06:30.518-07:00random thoughtsBurhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.comBlogger15125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-44540792972921115402011-02-26T03:57:00.000-08:002011-02-26T04:00:01.880-08:00what the...?really?<br />out of thin air?<br />is it pms?<br />or hav u found others to squeeze from?Burhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-54524843549980154732011-01-23T09:27:00.000-08:002011-01-23T09:28:12.481-08:00choicelive the choice you made.Burhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-25617768321516597782011-01-19T21:17:00.000-08:002011-01-19T21:20:06.833-08:00why?i cant get rid of her.<br />she'll always have a special place in my heart.<br />i'll give everything she wants without a second thought.<br />even if i'm taken advantage of.<br />i care not.<br />i'm for her.Burhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-71561052446077689232011-01-13T22:32:00.000-08:002011-01-14T05:46:23.276-08:00pushyou insist on pushing me away.<br />congratulation, im away.<br />fuck you.Burhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-45900425066886662732011-01-04T14:56:00.000-08:002011-01-04T15:00:10.662-08:00SHEi loved her then<br />and i love her still<br />regardless<br />i'll love her always<br />though she'll never feel the sameBurhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-39185931332140475672010-09-21T04:15:00.000-07:002010-09-21T04:32:42.829-07:00heartnobody's going to read this anyway. so to hell with it.<br /><br />it's been three months. it'll be a lie if i say that i don't miss her and that i don't love her. i still do even though she doesn't.<br /><br />truth is i was never angry at her. i was and still am angry at myself. i'm angry for making her do the things that she did. angry for making her sad. angry for forcing her to leave me.<br /><br />still, all that i did and still am doing is all for her though she will never notice it. i have to be cruel, to be kind. if it's for her, i don't mind bleeding.<br /><br />i need her to hate me. i need her to flush me out of her system. i need her to start seeing others. i need her to be happy. i want her to be happy. she deserves it, after all the suffering she got from me. and i deserve this pain.Burhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-2342652951643727192010-09-16T03:23:00.000-07:002010-09-16T03:38:14.070-07:00possibilitieslife is about a series of choices.<br />if a choice made lead to an unwanted result,<br />changes should be made;<br />not to the result, but other things.<br />when you cant get a strike with a throw in bowling,<br />you dont go changing the arrangement of the pins,<br />you change your approach etc.<br />when doing A gets you nowhere,<br />try doing B.<br />the universe holds countless possibilities.Burhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-13098188239681343272010-09-12T15:26:00.000-07:002010-09-12T15:33:20.726-07:00everything elsei've decided that not everything is about me.<br />others' problems are most probably unrelated to me.<br />others' statements are also most probably unrelated to me.<br />that's why i make it my policy not to care... starting just now.<br />if a problem has no mentioning of me in it, then it's not about me.<br />others should really consider doing the same thing.<br />everything is not about us.Burhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-86557327768484314652010-09-08T02:30:00.000-07:002010-09-08T02:37:28.652-07:00Lieswhat is it with people and their needs to comfort themselves with lies?<br />if you don't actually mean it, don't say it.<br />people who you said it to will expect something which you can never deliver.<br />they will end up disappointed.<br />they will hate you, whether they show it or not.<br />i'll always choose to show it, but that's just me.Burhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-79442427373906892622010-08-20T22:10:00.000-07:002010-08-20T22:19:05.912-07:00everyone for themselvesit's the truth. people can argue, but what's true will remain true. we can try to take care of others, but we can never ignore ourselves. every decisions made will always reflect on what's best for us.<br />if everybody else do it, why shouldn't we? be selfish.Burhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-28132670213007894682010-08-16T04:50:00.000-07:002010-08-18T06:06:50.405-07:00serenity, courage and wisdomeight years back, my sister sent me a card that read,<br /><br />"God gave us the serenity to accept the things we couldn't change, courage to change the things we can, and the wisdom to know the difference."<br /><br />i found out recently that it's originated from the serenity prayer; very christian, but true nonetheless.<br /><br />very little things are beyond our reach; death... can only think of that at the moment. for everything else, be brave and fight harder.<br /><br />if it's not your death, then it can be changed. grow a pair. have courage.Burhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-34596799884983833102010-08-14T17:48:00.000-07:002010-08-14T18:53:16.591-07:00Pretty Ugly - NantiEngkau runsing<br />dia tiada di samping seperti selalu<br />Engkau bising<br />dia sentiasa berada dalam pelukanmu<br />Engkau ingin<br />akhiri hidupmu dengan dia yang benar kau cinta<br />Engkau tak ingin<br />terima semua jika impianmu itu musnah<br /><br />Terlambatkah dirimu tika<br />dia pinta darimu itu semua<br />Biarkan saja dia sendiri<br />mungkin dia kan pergi<br />mungkin dia kembali<br /><br />Nanti kau berjumpa<br />insan yang lebih sempurna<br />Dia milikmu selamanya<br />Nanti kau bertanya<br />dirimu sendiri<br />apa yang terjadi cuma hikmah<br />di sebaliknya<br /><br />Masih sempatkah dirimu tika<br />dia putuskan untuk berpisah<br />Biarkanlah saja dia sendiri<br />dia takkan peduli<br />dia takkan kembali<br /><br />Nanti kau berjumpa<br />insan yang lebih sempurna<br />Dia milikmu selamanya<br />Nanti kau bertanya<br />dirimu sendiri<br />apa yang terjadi cuma hikmah<br /><br />Nanti kau berjumpa<br />insan yang lebih sempurna<br />Dia milikmu selamanya<br />Nanti kau bertanya<br />dirimu sendiri<br />apa yang terjadi cuma hikmah<br />di sebaliknya<br /><br />Kau tak sedar<br />cintamu untuknya selagi dia ada bersama<br />Kau kan sedar<br />cintamu sedalam mana ketika dia telah tiadaBurhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-25898269115657280272010-08-13T18:16:00.000-07:002010-08-13T18:18:28.203-07:00two kinds of people?people always talk about how there are two kinds of people in the world. the problem is each and every one of them is different from the other.<br /><br />truth is there really are just two kinds of people; those who group others and those who don't.Burhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-45318503661956243832010-08-13T11:09:00.000-07:002010-08-13T11:10:40.868-07:00oxymoron<p>be real, people.</p><p>you cant dump someone and then say you let them go.</p><p>that's just oxymoronic.</p><p>only people who are dumped are entitled to say that.</p><p><br /></p><p>you cant let someone who has no intention of going go.</p><p>a fisherman doesnt tell the sea that he lets her go.</p><p>he tells the fishes that.</p><p><br /></p><p>you cant be the red riding hood and the big badass wolf in the same play.</p><p>it's either you're the sweet grandma-visiting girl,</p><p>or the mean grandma-eating wolf.</p><p><br /></p><p>being both is selfish.</p><p>and did i mention oxymoronic?<br /></p><p><br /></p>Burhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9091708109516745885.post-56153557960371041412010-08-13T10:30:00.000-07:002010-08-13T13:04:51.698-07:00diesinglei dont know whether it's a sign or a coincidence, but "diesingle" is the word verification displayed when i first created this blog. ok, i added an 'e' to it. it was just "diesingl". still, it sucks.<br /><br />since the women that i love most, more than anything else (duh, that's what "most" supposed to mean), loves me no longer, i'll take it as a sign; at least for now, until it's proven otherwise.<br /><br />what a depressing first post. hope it gets better.Burhan Khalibhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15835283969800286206noreply@blogger.com0